Being an artist can be a mindfuck.
What I want is I say seems uh oh I dunno maybe obvious (because art is well-known as a difficult field to make money) or maybe like I'm making excuses or something
But
I think about the mindfuck of putting years of work and heart into something & not having basic needs met. It breaks my brain to be able to say: Look at my life's accomplishments OH WAIT no I have no accomplishments because I'm destitute and that is killing my soul

Yayyyyy!
#Rart